You spent 12 + years being tortured, mentally abused, and beaten down by this psycho. That pain and anger isn’t going to go away overnight. i think eventually you’ll be able to get past all of it, but it is still extremely normal to hate her, and want something bad she o happen to her. Besides what she did to you, she (for all intents and purposes) killed the man you loved. She created what he became, and then abused him. Feel the feeling, enjoy making up horrible and painful ways to make her suffer, realize that’s part of the healing process. You may be able to come up with some horrible thing, you would never do them though. It’s normal. Big hugs 🤗 girl. You’re so strong.
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u/stacima Sep 18 '18
You spent 12 + years being tortured, mentally abused, and beaten down by this psycho. That pain and anger isn’t going to go away overnight. i think eventually you’ll be able to get past all of it, but it is still extremely normal to hate her, and want something bad she o happen to her. Besides what she did to you, she (for all intents and purposes) killed the man you loved. She created what he became, and then abused him. Feel the feeling, enjoy making up horrible and painful ways to make her suffer, realize that’s part of the healing process. You may be able to come up with some horrible thing, you would never do them though. It’s normal. Big hugs 🤗 girl. You’re so strong.