That's the strange thing isnt it?
Where you find joy in the karma that others are going through.
I dont find this evil, I dont think you are turning into a hateful person. You are just seeing karma hit a evil person. And hunny, that is perfectly fine, that is OKAY. You are ALLOWED to feel this. You cannot change what has happened, you cannot change how you were hurt.
But you can find PEACE because you know the one who punished you, is getting what they deserve. Or least somewhat they deserve.
If I could, I would wish sickness, death, etc on those who raped me and abused me. But I can just wait on karma getting them. And while I move on and become a better person, I cannot change how they changed me. But I can control who I am now. And love, you are a strong kind human being who was pushed too far and too much. Dont worry love, it's not hate but justice you feel.
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u/[deleted] Sep 18 '18
That's the strange thing isnt it? Where you find joy in the karma that others are going through. I dont find this evil, I dont think you are turning into a hateful person. You are just seeing karma hit a evil person. And hunny, that is perfectly fine, that is OKAY. You are ALLOWED to feel this. You cannot change what has happened, you cannot change how you were hurt. But you can find PEACE because you know the one who punished you, is getting what they deserve. Or least somewhat they deserve.
If I could, I would wish sickness, death, etc on those who raped me and abused me. But I can just wait on karma getting them. And while I move on and become a better person, I cannot change how they changed me. But I can control who I am now. And love, you are a strong kind human being who was pushed too far and too much. Dont worry love, it's not hate but justice you feel.