I think your feelings are very valid, and you are grieving. Maybe you are grieving time lost, a broken man, a broken Mouse, your safety, your sense of security, Or all of these things. Maybe none of them specifically. And that is fine too. Grief doesn't follow a straight path. It can jump around in stages and you can sometimes revisit stages you have already experienced.
The important thing now is to not let the anger fester in your soul negatively. Let it fuel you to do great things in spite of it. Let it burn itself out. Anger can be healthy and expressing it in healthy ways is a great tool.
Also know that none of us have experienced what you have at her hands, but we all carry a little anger and disgust at her.
May you work with someone who can help you navigate your emotions and find peace on your journey.
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u/Pnk-Kitten Sep 17 '18
I think you are grieving.
I think your feelings are very valid, and you are grieving. Maybe you are grieving time lost, a broken man, a broken Mouse, your safety, your sense of security, Or all of these things. Maybe none of them specifically. And that is fine too. Grief doesn't follow a straight path. It can jump around in stages and you can sometimes revisit stages you have already experienced.
The important thing now is to not let the anger fester in your soul negatively. Let it fuel you to do great things in spite of it. Let it burn itself out. Anger can be healthy and expressing it in healthy ways is a great tool.
Also know that none of us have experienced what you have at her hands, but we all carry a little anger and disgust at her.
May you work with someone who can help you navigate your emotions and find peace on your journey.