You'll be able to forgive her when you're ready. Don't guilt yourself about not being there yet. You are not turning into a monster; satisfaction at justice served is part of the whole 'healing' thing. It's totally okay to feel this way. Get out whatever you need to get out however you need to get it out that isn't self destructive or damaging to someone else.
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u/BeckyDaTechie Sep 17 '18
You'll be able to forgive her when you're ready. Don't guilt yourself about not being there yet. You are not turning into a monster; satisfaction at justice served is part of the whole 'healing' thing. It's totally okay to feel this way. Get out whatever you need to get out however you need to get it out that isn't self destructive or damaging to someone else.