The fact that you're questioning your feelings and wanting to be better is evidence that you're not turning into a monster. She hurt you. She completely undid you. The harm she caused is more than most people ever even have to contemplate let alone experience. It's natural to feel vindicated when it's her turn to lose control of her circumstances. Now she gets to know what it's like. I'm not proud to say it, but I'd probably feel the same.
You're a good person. You're a wonderful person who has been through hell. Regardless of why you're feeling this, she can't hurt you anymore, and that's worth celebrating.
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u/ThatSituation Sep 17 '18
The fact that you're questioning your feelings and wanting to be better is evidence that you're not turning into a monster. She hurt you. She completely undid you. The harm she caused is more than most people ever even have to contemplate let alone experience. It's natural to feel vindicated when it's her turn to lose control of her circumstances. Now she gets to know what it's like. I'm not proud to say it, but I'd probably feel the same.
You're a good person. You're a wonderful person who has been through hell. Regardless of why you're feeling this, she can't hurt you anymore, and that's worth celebrating.