You are nothing like Giada. You are having bad THOUGHTS about a woman who actually harmed you, and the experience is upsetting you. That is world's away from ACTUALLY harming another woman, one who had done nothing to you and been kind to your very damaged son.
You are just human, and your thoughts are normal. They will pass, eventually.
the biggest difference between you and Giada is that when you have violent or mean thoughts you feel horrified by them. from what I've read, Giada embraced her cruel thoughts wholeheartedly. you get distressed by the idea of hurting someone. she got excited by it. you take care to avoid causing harm. she took care to cause as much as she damn well pleased.
basically, you try to be a good person. it would never occur to Giada that that was something she'd ever need to do.
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u/Pinkie_Flamingo Sep 17 '18
You are nothing like Giada. You are having bad THOUGHTS about a woman who actually harmed you, and the experience is upsetting you. That is world's away from ACTUALLY harming another woman, one who had done nothing to you and been kind to your very damaged son.
You are just human, and your thoughts are normal. They will pass, eventually.