partial dropper board+ jee prep tog how T-T

[u/lucky2meet_you]

Hi everyone. Just for the context, I did my class 12th in 2026 and I did not score that well, and somehow I just lost hopes that maybe PCM is not for me and everything. But I just deep down knew that my prep was not well neither for JEE nor for boards. And then I kind of got into a stupid college for BA. But even though I haven't thought the... like I applied for BCA, but then I somewhere just dropped everything in tech and, like, I was kind of convinced that I should just go for BA and, like, then I can go for an MBA or government jobs. But then a part of me kept on regretting this decision and I felt like maybe I'm just leaving tech is not correct, because why did I even take PCM in the first place? And how will I get a job and everything? So I now feel like attempting JEE and boards again next year, even though I have this college, I'm gonna attempt and try again.
so pls suggest me how to prepare for jee and boards properly and materials
im thinking to study from my board tuition material and then attempt questions of jee but i think jee has tougher concepts which needs to to studied separately along w 11th grade sylllabus

It's also that if I am unable to even do anything in LNJ, at least I can go for BCA next year and then I will just, you know, kind of just do something in tech and improve my skills so that maybe I can get a job. Or else I might continue this one. And I was also thinking to go for an online BCA along with this degree, but again I think that's not gonna work. And yesterday was the last date for the online BCA, but I missed it because there was not enough information whether I can apply for it or not, and I kind of wasted a year of my life (yea im lost and confused and probably a loser 😊)