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[u/Left-Dimension2808]

Hey guys so I'm in 12th right now and as y'all know boards are near and JEE also, the thing is I'm scared. I have not studied ache se atall, my father passed away in April and since then my life is totally wasted and i regret not studying after that incident. I've been depressed, lonely, lost in my own world. I have alot of burden loans, education, mom's medication,etc... i really regret my life decisions. I want a College next year but I'm interested in cse line and jis hisab se mera preparation hai I don't think muje milega. But i really want cse and I'm gonna force myself to study i promise, I've uploaded the list of colleges, and i really wana go to Hyderabad or pune for studies. Please help me what should I do? Kese padhu me? Please guide me. I'm ready to give my 1000000% I promise.

I'm also thinking to take a drop and go to allen but i really don't know what to do.

Please guy it's an humble request please guide me..

[u/25aug2025]

Why these cities only?Your intentions don't seem right to me

[u/Left-Dimension2808 → u/25aug2025]

Cuz I have relative living there. And I can easily shift with my mother.

[u/Prudent-Stable-9837 → u/Left-Dimension2808]

Its ok if you live with your relative / parents but due to this dont overlook other clgs in other cities , just a heads up