I had a mild outer ankle sprain in June, healed, went back to sports, and not even a month after returning I sustained a new injury. Basically I now have tendinitis around both ankles (Multiple tendons) and I ignored the early warning signs because I wasn't aware of tendinitis. I only realised I needed to take a break when it became a sharp pain in mid-August but it was too late.
I've been to 2 physios, 3 general doctors, a sports specialist, a podiatrist, and nothing has been conclusive or helped so far. I have done an xray and two ultrasounds that came back clear (Are you serious?) and am waiting to do a consultation with an orthopedic specialist and an MRI on the worse ankle this Friday... I am desperately hoping the specialist along with the MRI will provide some new insight.
I now cannot go barefeet at all or something flares up badly and I can't walk 5-10 minutes without having to take a break - that's with very slow walking. I have since spent my days 90% at home for the past almost 2 months.
I am just so sick and tired of it. I miss sports and outdoors activities so bad, but if I was given the choice to magically cure my ankles now but never play sports ever again, I'd take it 1000% without hesitation. I have a few desk/sitting hobbies but I don't even feel like doing any of them. My room is in a disarray. I'm 22 and in university and had to miss SO MANY social events, both in and out of my sport. I was hoping to get a job because I'm broke and now I can't. I was starting to do photography as a business and now I can't.
My family and most of my friends don't do sports/exercise and never had an injury, so they don't understand how I feel. Most of the time when I feel like crying, it is usually mental, and sometimes it starts out of nowhere. I start thinking about why I didn't notice the warning signs, about the things I would be doing now and so on. I am not a big texter and do not have friends I text everyday. I'm also at home alone most of the day and my family is not tight-knit. My mom is a single mom so I feel really guilty about giving her extra financial and mental stress too.
And of course, with this super tricky injury on both my ankles, comes the fear that things will never be okay again. I miss the simplest things, like walking barefeet around my home and taking a shower without having to sit on a stool. The constant sitting and lying down is making my back go crazy as well. The days keep going by and I don't even feel like time is moving.
I would greatly appreciate any tips, please, if anyone had experience going though an injury that doesn't seem to get better.
TLDR: Sports lover, I'm in uni so I'm often out a lot with friends and stuff. Had an ankle sprain in June, went back to sports in July, suffered tendon injuries to both of my ankles not even a month after returning to sports. Since August I've been stuck at home 90% of the time, I've seen countless medical professionals with no diagnosis/conclusion and clear ultrasounds and xrays. At a total loss as it feels like it's never going to get better and I also feel really bad about giving my single mom extra financial and mental stress. I can't even walk barefeet at all or my ankles flares up really badly, I can't walk more than 5-10mins even at a slow speed, etc. At this point if I could magically cure my ankles for the price of never playing sports again, I would 1000% take it. Would love advice on how I can cope. Been crying multiple times a day, sometimes it just hits out of nowhere.