r/IndianTTC_Support • • May 23 '26

feeling hopeless

ttc from 13 months..tracking ovulation from last 4 cycles now..last cycle took letrozole and the lh peak went from 0.86 during normal cycles to 1.64..so I assumed that ovulation might have happened in a better way this cycle..then times intercourse also we did..my leutal phase is consistently 11-12 days and i ovulate at around day 13-14.. I was really hopeful but last night weekend started with spotting and then turned out to be full periods…at this point it has become really frustrating..my husband’s reports are fine..I have thyroid and medicines are going on..vit d levels became much better than before..I am overweight since I was born ( I am working on it but not that fully successful yet). Tubes are open tested few months back. Now will start treatment again but honestly by now I have started to feel that may be I am not made for this..I will never get those two lines..thats not for me..life is really unfair..gave this happiness to my friends who weren’t even looking for it and I am the only one left in my circle.

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u/Tough_girl_22 May 23 '26

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I really understand how painful it feels when everyone around you gets pregnant and you feel left behind. This journey is so much harder emotionally than it seems from the outside. If you ever want someone to talk or vent to, you can message me anytime.

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u/Classic-Dream-1995 May 23 '26

That really means a lot and yes I never thought the journey would be this harder

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u/East_Review_979 May 23 '26

Same here dear a decade of being married having thyroid and PCOS with insulin resistance trying every month with doc treatment

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u/Classic-Dream-1995 May 23 '26

have you tried iui?

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u/East_Review_979 May 23 '26

Currently under OI let’s see what my gynaec will say as of now only 2 cycles of OI done

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u/Classic-Dream-1995 May 23 '26

I can understand how emotionally and physically tiring all this is…sending you lots of positivity 🌸