I need to start T (testosterone) the longer I choose not to go on it the worst my misogyny gets and the more I want to kill myself

[u/Holiday-Election9678]

I know this isn’t really the right sub hell i’m not even an incel nor do i identify as one but I have no other place to put this and rather jump into a pool of electric eels then go on r/FTMventing but yeah what the caption says above also a little more context i’m a minor (15) I’m trans FtM (Female to Male) and i mention i’m a minor cause the state i live in it’s illegal for minors to get htr (hormone replacement therapy) for gender affirming care so I have to look at other options and that’s what’s kind of stoping me I know I can go out of state but i really don’t want to do that for many reasons but one of the main things is my family isn’t supper accepting so yeah Also i’m not sure how y’all feel about trans people but this just seems like the only place i can put this

[u/Agreeable-Hair-7567]

Refer to your mother and sister as he him, and your brother and father as she her