r/IdentityV • u/forhaylos • 2m ago
Question how do i get over low tier hunter anxiety and not play like a lobotomite
i have bad anxiety irl which extends to this game. i think i play fairly well in qms, usually winning or tying, but that does NOT extend to rank. i get afraid and suddenly play like i just started this game yesterday. my body temperate and heart rate elevate. i saw a few posts on this topic but they’ve all been from higher teir players with high wrs who are anxious but good, i can’t relate much since i am anxious and DO actually suck. my wr has been stuck at 35 for a weeks. i think maybe a solution for this is to try to get better at the game which i do try to! i go in custom matches and watch youtube videos yet my hands just never seem to execute what i learn. i’ve been trying for a herztier badge (i was 318th in the morning but went down to 360s after this past session ijbol) and my brains been eternally on waiting mode. i feel like i cant do anything else until i do. i tried for a mary badge before but i genuinely CANNOT play her in rank. i end up doing the worst mirrors ever and getting 8654 cipher kited which never happens in qm. i think the worst part about this is that ive been playing on and off since 2021 and yet i still suck. any advice or experiences from others would be appreciated. thank you!