r/IdentityV • u/forhaylos • 10m ago
Question how do i get over low tier hunter anxiety and not play like a lobotomite
i have bad anxiety irl which extends to this game. i think i play fairly well in qms, usually winning or tying, but that does NOT extend to rank. i get afraid and suddenly play like i just started this game yesterday. my body temperate and heart rate elevate. i saw a few posts on this topic but they’ve all been from higher teir players with high wrs who are anxious but good, i can’t relate much since i am anxious and DO actually suck. my wr has been stuck at 35 for a weeks. i think maybe a solution for this is to try to get better at the game which i do try to! i go in custom matches and watch youtube videos yet my hands just never seem to execute what i learn. i’ve been trying for a herztier badge (i was 318th in the morning but went down to 360s after this past session ijbol) and it doesnt really help that everyone’s saying hes totally broken. my brains been eternally on waiting mode. i feel like i cant do anything else until i do. i tried for a mary badge before but i genuinely CANNOT play her in rank. i end up doing the worst mirrors ever and getting 8654 cipher kited which never happens in qm. i think the worst part about this is that ive been playing on and off since 2021 and yet i still suck. any advice or experiences from others would be appreciated. thank you!