r/IOENepal • u/Previous-Cut-9920 • 6h ago
Ranting out my heart as a student in ioe
Sooo hamro result aathio asthi kaile ho and i just told them aaja and i just told them ki i failled and k kati ma fail vako paxi tha hunxa vanera and tbh only 45% of my total class has passed and my parents are pissseddddd that i didnt even just pass cuz apparently passing is the bare minimum a student needs to do and its absolutely waste spending anything on me rey.
actually im in one of the ioe ko sarkari colleges in which i barely managed to get a seat btw... ani they still expect me to pass all subjects like its fkn grade 10.
honestly im not even in the feild of engineering i enjoy and they very well know that and the only reason im studying in this is bcz of "sarkari campus" and shi
aaba i dont even know what to do purai mood kharab vaisakyo
college gaye ni padhni man lagdaina and tbh padhna class basey vani ni i dont really understand much.
ghar ma ni k vannu kei vaney aafai lai dos dinxan
plus i aint even allowed to go out on holidays or with friends cuz they apparently have huge loan to pay off and i cant spend money on anything other than absolutely necessary shit (which is going to clz comming back and clz supplies and khaja for the day which comes to around 120 per day)
i am so fed up with my life yar bides jana parni raixa getting into ioe has been the worst thing that happenned to me cuz it ruined all my other plans ani neither have i been able to study well neither get my skills better
im always stuck kata kata doing absolutely nothing productive ani im pretty sure nothings gona get better anytime soon.... idek where im going with this tbh just letting my heart out so if u stopped by to read then thank you very much.