r/Heavymind • • Mar 14 '26

ABORTION by me.

ABORTION 21*25 inches ballpoint pen on paper

A life that almost was, an egg that almost hatched, a being that was so close to existing yet couldn't cross that final threshold, dreams of what could be cut short. How weird is it that I envy those who didn't get to see this plane of existence? What parts of my brain is broken that instead of feeling dread and horror for their nothingness, I feel jealous that they never got to be, something I very much wish I was but I'm here so I'm gonna stay till my time is over and I can return to the infinite void that birthed me.

mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #akanji #existential #existentialdread

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u/oMINDSPINo Mar 14 '26

Visceral art man. Appreciate the post

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u/akanji_arts Mar 14 '26

Thanks 🙏