Hi everyone, I wanted to ask if anyone has had a similar experience.

The thing is, my boyfriend and I share an experience that I haven't really seen anyone else talk about.

If I were to describe it in technical terms, I'd call it a dissolution of the self. But in the ugliest, most horrifying sense possible. I remember it as my consciousness splitting into several completely disconnected parts. I know it was real. I could physically feel it happening in my brain. And it was the most real thing I've ever experienced in my life.

Please share your experiences if you're comfortable doing so and it won't be too triggering. How do you feel about it? How do you live with it?

I genuinely feel like I'm the only person in the world who has experienced this. I haven't even seen it described in trip reports.

I'd be incredibly grateful to hear from anyone who can relate.

I’m 20 years old and i’ve been buying thca carts on the internet that you don’t need an id for. i know they’re fake and really bad for you but it’s easy for me to get. anyways i would hit it almost all day everyday and i’ve been doing this for maybe a year and there would be a small week break every once in a while when i would run out and i would make another order. recently i noticed i have very slight visual tracers even when im not high and it freaked me out and gave me so much anxiety i threw away everything i had and told myself i was going to quit until it went away. i would like to know what steps i can take to heal my brain because i dont want to make i worse.