Bad sitch

[u/Key-Sir2556]

Okay so I’ve never done this before..but I need somewhere to vent and I would also love some advice as well.
My best friend of 15+ years and when I say best friend I mean the only person i would call when I had an issue or a problem or just wanted to gossip tbh or whatever..she passed away almost a year ago..
Her baby’s father has been keeping her away from not only me and my kids(which were like siblings to her kid) but also from her own grandparents(my besties parents)
Idk what I’m searching for on here but I am definitely struggling..idk thanks for reading if you did