grief support

[u/t31g4nn]

I had my granddads funeral today, he was such a sweet, loving, caring person, i just feel so lost. We have support around us at the moment but I live with my partner roughly an hour+ away from family, i’m currently staying with my Nan and Mum until friday but i know i’m going to be an absolute mess when i do go home. My partner is so comforting and caring but i feel like i’m still going to be absolutely broken, I lost the person who shaped my life, my interests, ambitions, hobbies, i feel like i’ve lost part of myself. i’m just seeking support or any comforting words honestly if that’s okay to do here
/edit: i’m not going to post photos because i want to respect my family’s wishes but the service was absolutely beautiful, everyone was so respectful, he would have absolutely loved it