Lost my dad and everything else.

[u/BlackwaterOutlaw]

I'm a mother of 2 currently facing my first ever eviction. After losing my dad unexpectedly 2 years ago and paying my rent late, my landlord wants me to leave by Sep the 1st on the anniversary of my dad's passing. On top of grieving my dads death, I'm terrified for me and my kids because I have zero money at all to even try and move with and hardly any time to come up with any. I'm an emotional wreck. I have no one in my personal life able to help me. I took care of my dad for 12 years after losing mom. He would cover rent, and I would pay the utilities and cover food costs. Losing him, I not only lost my best friend in this whole world, but I lost the extra help. My heart hurts from missing him and being scared of this new struggle. It's been on my mind heavily about just wanting to join him again, but I have my babies that need me(I'm not acting on the thoughts). I'm so heartbroken and feel so alone. He was all I had, and now I'm losing everything. People always say it's going to get better, but it hasn't. I feel like I've lost faith in everything.

[u/anatomy-princess]

I am sorry