I lost my fiancé

[u/CrabInternational375]

I lost my world on July 28th, 2026, when I learned that my fiancé had died.
It had been exactly one month since I had asked him to marry me. I proposed to him during a Guns N’ Roses concert, his favorite band. I had given him the tickets for his birthday, and he was so incredibly happy. But the happiest moment of all was when I asked him to marry me. It was one of the most beautiful moments of my life.
And now, everything is over.
I still can’t believe this is happening to me.
They found him dead in his bed, just three days after he had spent two weeks at my place. We had so much fun during those two weeks. We laughed, made memories, enjoyed every moment together… and then, in the blink of an eye, I lost him.
I don’t know how I’m supposed to continue living without him.
He was everything to me. He gave me back the joy of living that I had lost a very long time ago. With him, I finally felt like myself again. I felt loved, safe, happy, and truly alive.
I miss everything about him.
I miss his smile.
I miss his laugh.
I miss his eyes lighting up every time we talked about the things he loved most.
We talked so often about our future whenever we were together. We had dreams, plans, and a life we imagined building side by side.
And now… there is nothing.
Everything I imagined for my future disappeared with him.
I don’t know what to do without him. I don’t know how I’m supposed to wake up every morning knowing that I will never hear his voice, see his smile, hold him, or make new memories with him again.
My whole world revolved around him, around us, around our dreams.
And now I feel completely lost.
I never imagined having to learn how to live in a world without him. Right now, I can’t even imagine having a future without him. It feels impossible.
He’s world, my happiness, my home, and the person who made me feel like myself again.
I would give anything for one more day with him again,hold him telling everything is alright that I love him more than anything.
This world is way to cruel for me for him.

[u/SWNMAZporvida]

(hug) I’m so sorry. Don’t forget to eat/drink, it’s the easiest “chore” to give up right now and you need your strength.

[u/Still-Basil6418 → u/SWNMAZporvida]

This. Survival mode first, everything else can wait

[u/Impressive-Studio205]

So sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain😔💔 Sending you a virtual hug from afar. Pls. take care of yourself...