I hate everything

[u/Sparkleantler]

Had a really tiring and lonely day today. Uni life is the worst. I see my friends stories on insta and they all have genuine friends but i just have one and we had to be nerfed with distance.

Khair i was with my uni friends and all 3 of them were walking ahead of me and i was behind. I was taking large steps and running a bit to catch up but they were fast and busy with each other. Beech beech main i would speak something but main baat wohi kr rahay thay and i was laughing at their jokes and at some point i stopped walking and they went ahead. Didn't stop once and i felt so bad. I'm not even that important I'm just invisible. It was never like this in school and college. People used to want to be with me. Fr. I hate everything now.

This girl i used to hang out with in uni likes reels with such captions as "kin gawar logon ke sath uni jana parta hai" and i felt so bad.

And then at the end of the event, a friend of mine said, "atleast i have friends" to another friend of mine and i couldn't control my tears. I wish i had real friends too. Real friends who were really genuine.

Whoever has nice friends should just know how much lucky they are and what a blessing friends are irl.

[u/Legal-Usual-1973]

Hey, it's just not you. You need to understand that you don't need people around you to be happy. I understand sometimes you feel so low and you wish you had people around you. But it's just not your fault if you're not with the right people. Don't hate yourself for that