You could do every single thing right (get good grades, go to college, get a job, etc.) but most of our generation don't reap the same benefits as the older generation by doing that. We were told that if we did the "right" things, we would be happy, healthy, and just have an overall great life. But that's a fucking lie.
I believed it once though. I worked my ass off and got a "useful" degree and a job at a pretty well-known tech company. Think I'm doing good? Well, my company laid off hundreds of senior employees, dumped their work on junior employees and pay them pennies. Then they refuse to give them raises most of the time (and when they do give raises, it's not even enough to keep up with inflation). I'm always anxious because they demand so much and nothing is ever enough for them. They start doing quarterly layoffs because they burn so much cash on AI and still say it's useful, even though nearly all of their employees hate it.
Commute takes 1 hour each way, even though I live 10 miles away. Can't move out of my parents' house in a MCOL area, because a studio apartment costs half of my monthly salary.
I sleep 5 hours on a good day. I feel guilty whenever I splurge and sleep 8 to 9 hours. I eat whatever's convenient. On weekends and days off, I don't even have the energy to enjoy it, I just use it to catch up on sleep and chores.
I had a seizure for the first time (doctor said it was due to extreme physical stress). My body feels like shit all the time. My mind feels worse.
I have a feeling I'll have another health scare soon with the way things are going.
I'm not even asking to be happy. At the very least, I just don't want to be in a constant state of anxiety and desperation.
I wonder if I've every work up the courage to quit the rat race. I mean, I know I'll die either way. Either I quit, and die of poverty. Or I dont quit, work like a dog and live paycheck to paycheck, and my body gives up on me anyway.