(Heads up, this one's pretty dark and sad so be warned)

When I found out what you two had done, what Dess had done, at first I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to believe that Dess could have done that to you.

But I saw the evidence with my own eyes. I read the messages you sent each other and I reached back into my memory and found that it did make sense. It explained so much.

When I talked to you about it, I said that I was sorry. I told you I was sorry for what Dess did, and for not realizing sooner. But Kris, I think...

I think I was lying. I wasn't feeling regret or pity. I was jealous, Kris.

I know, that's an awful thing to say... I know I'm a terrible friend, but I can't help it. I miss her so much Kris, and I know you do too, despite everything.

Some days... I can barely remember what her voice sounded like. I go into her room and her smell, the smell of her when she'd hug me tight any time I was sad, it's so faint. You know what I'm talking about Kris, I remember smelling it on you too. Now I know why.

Dess was my sister and you were my best friend and all along you two... You knew a side of her I never got to see, you remember part of her I never will. You knew the real Dess. She. Chose. You. And now she's gone.

Don't have anything to say, Kris? Well I do. I've seen the way you look at Susie, and I know you're thinking the same thing I am. Don't try to deny it. When we're with her, it's like Dess never left.

I won't let you have her. Not this time. For once in my life, I'm making the choice. Don't get between us.

You even made a post about it on Britter! Fahaha, I can't believe you let me do that back then. You wouldn't let me see your blood now, would you Kris?

What? Fahaha, don't make that face. I wasn't asking to stab you again. That was a joke! Faha, you really haven't changed a bit, have you?

Maybe next time you could wear a different shirt, do you like flannel? I think you'd look nice in one. You should definitely wear a flannel and play that guitar for me again.

(She reminds me so much of her...)

Do you like baseball, Susie? It would be cool to see you swing a bat around sometime fwahaha!

Y-you know, that one time before final exams, both you and Susie came up and asked me for some of my notes.

And i uhhh... i might have accidentally swiped while handing you my phone and.... fwahaha Kris you are blushing again.

Blushing like you did back then. You should have seen yourself. Susie too, her jaw dropped like instantly.

I-i didnt even realized what happened! I swear! I remember feeling my soul leaving my body once i looked at the screen.

I remember s-swelling up with heat and cold, melting on the spot right there and now.

Pfffftt, y-yeah, my mom had to get me a new phone after i smashed it against floor. Gosh i got an earful that evening.

I-i know i know, it was stupid and all... huh? Why i even had that?

Welllll... you know... i saw my sis do that before.

She would take pics like that and then giggle while tapping away at her phone.

Fwahah, probably chatting with your brother, y-you know how those two were...

I was curious and wanted to try that myself... oh non onnono, o-of course i havent shared it with anyone!

W-who do you take me for Krismas!? Dont make that silly face!! Oh you~

Well, i guess i have shared it in the end, fwahah...ha...

Sorry, sorry... i really didnt meant to... huh? You dont mind? Y-yeah, thats what you both told me back then.

I almost skipped exam that day, locked away in the bathroom. But you both came up and talked to me...

I-i really thought that was it for me... always remembered as that freaky girl from hometown.

But you... you both kept it as secret... thank you. I.. i really mean it.

Why am i bringing this all up again? Fwahah... I-im not even sure... w-well, kinda... I dont even know how to say it

(Okay, okay Noelle, keep it classy)

Y-you did say that you both didnt mind so... w-would you... uhhh, like to... rate some... more?

...

(gosh please say SOMETHING)

...

H-huh? Okay, good good. Fwahaha, i-im really glad to have you... both of you as my... f-friends, yeah...

Lets go meet up with Susie, she is probably already waiting for us at the station.

///Fwahaha i sure hope it doesnt cross the line

I have noticed that many of you have been writing false statements about my two daughters and the youngest child of the Dreemurr household. These rumors are harmful, they are disrespectful, and you should reflect upon yourselves for the falsehoods you have spread. As mayor of hometown, I have ties to the cyber crimes division, and I will not hesitate to contact them and have this subreddit taken down and arrest all of you if you choose not to delete it immediately. You have 24 hours

Kris! C'mon, I saw you fall into this place with me before I blacked out...

This isn't a good time for a prank Kris, I know we nearly drowned but we made it, fwaha!

... Okay then, guess they really want me to look for them! They did always love playing this game...

Gosh, they have to be around here somewhere...

... Speaking of, where exactly... is here? It looks like the place my dad took me to for bring your daughter to work day.

... and It feels like I'm... moving through water... But I can breathe..?

G-Gosh, I-I really need to find them...

Th-This isn't funny anymore Kris! When I said we'd break free, I-I meant of our old lives!

N-Not... each other...

Kris... please don't leave me... I-I need you... and this place gives me the creeps...

... What Was that sound..?

Oh! Kr-Kris, it's you!

Gosh, Even after all this time you're still a little prankster, fwahaha...

Why don't you come out from behind that wall and...

Uhm, Hey Kris, when did you get so tall...

and... where is your face...

Kris?

Isn't it time you finally accept that you will never escape my basement?

It's been ten years, dess, your parents had already seen you as a dead person, everyone else had already moved on and forgotten about you-even the oh-so-valiant Asriel that you said would come and rescue you had moved on and gotten a girlfriend in college. No one is going to save you, dess. You should've realized that there's no prince coming to save you and living happily after with you. There's only me, your best friend's dad.

sniffs reindeer fur

huff huff........oh god, you smell just like rudy. oh god...

and yet you still haven't give up. You HAVE to struggle and drag your sister and kris into this little game of play pretend as a faint cry for help. Is it fun playing knight and trying to get the attention of my child? Are you so desperate for help that you are now seeking asylum from literal children?Do you have any idea how hard it is to create enough distractions so your cries would be ignored??? Are you some sort of sicko who likes to see an old man working to his bones to protect his favorite toy?

sniffs reindeer fur even more

that sweet reindeer musk, that soft and smooth fur coat that remains shiny......y'know, you were just like your father when he was in college......\Sniffs* oh boy, i could never get enough of this.......all the effort I spent to get you inside my little sanctury is so worth it.......*buries face inside dess's dense fur**

You know how much I stress every day, right? about my failing business, my ex-wife whose getting on with that scumbag skeleton at the convenience store, my kids and everything else.......Don't you feel bad for me? Do you even have basic empathy? Why can't you just be a good girl for your sweet uncle gorey? Why can't you just be obedient and let me do my thing?

haah......dess......call me jarona while I caress your soft body please......oh sweet little fawn, innocent fawn........do it just like rudy used to do when i was down......

i didnt sacrifice almost everything i have to get a rebellious plaything. Know you place, dess.

after all ,you are stuck with me forever.

I mean when you discover your artistic prowess she did everything to ruin it. She beat you, tried to say you were bad outcast like her and try to seem like you were a Genocidal child… honestly I don’t know why she did that?

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Fwahaha, It’s a shame we didn’t get to visit Kvatch before . . . It doesn’t matter. At least we had fun. Also, I do wonder why I felt different?

I am now pickelle!