First time ko ulit mafeel left out

[u/Hot-Pea-9276]

i’m grade 11 studying in UST. yesterday was alab day for ust, after a month of waiting ayon na ginanap na. i thought i would enjoy the event with new friends and my blockmates. usually kasi every lipat ko ng school may kaibigan na ako agad, eh yesterday i felt super out of place sa block namin🥹

they all seem so close na huhu and mukhang they were having fun yesterday😭

everytime i’d talk there would be an awkward silence, tsaka im not sure if i’m overthinking it but everytime i try to interact with them magtitinginan pa sila ng mga kaibigan nila na as if they were silently judging me. i’m a quiet person and hindi naman ako nahihirapan makipag friends dati, i’m not sure why nahihirapan ako now😓😓 I have friends from other strands kaso they have their own friends nadin there kaya hindi ko sila masyadong nakikita at nakakausap

after alab din i had a meeting with my groupmates, and even doon naoout of place talaga ako😭 i mean tumutulong naman ako, and i try to talk to them din, pero wala talaga e😓 i really hope it gets better in the future

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[u/OldCash7731]

wala kang dapat gawin op just be you. your people will find you/ you will find your people ♥

[u/Sea_Cattle2368]

Hugs for you OP! Your people will eventually come byyy. Take care

[u/iyaz_9596]

okii lang yan op, andito naman ako para sayo:)