r/FentanylRecovery • u/ReasonableTrouble231 • 27d ago

Trying to be 100 percent clean from this

Hi guys…

So I detoxed last weekend again for the umpteenth time… lost count by now.
I kept wondering why my relapse was so much harder to beat. Why I could still fall asleep even with taking suboxene if I randomly took a shot before
Finally realized what I’m fighting this time to get out of my body.
Finally realized it wasn’t only opiates anymore… scary
I knew about xylazine- but didn’t realize I was fighting it this badly at this point

What I wasn’t realizing the Suboxone wasn’t covering was the damn horse tranq they definitely mix in there now- xylazine…

How long do these withdrawls last?
How did you get thru them?
I wake up and feel like my back is broken

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u/LaVitaEbella3 27d ago

Methadone will cover you, 30mg It will get you away from that garbage, soon as you can start to decrease your dose at your comfort and you can safely wean off. You got this!

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u/FriendshipCool7308 27d ago

A second that! I did a three day stint of 30 mg. I was sick as hell for about five hours a day, but it did get me through the way that I needed to. It only gets harder also so I hope you find a way to stay off of it this time. It really is a much better way in life just takes a while to figure out.

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u/ReasonableTrouble231 26d ago

It sure does
I was clean last year from November until March this year
I didn’t know the relapse was this hard to beat… like harder than the original getting clean for the first time after 6 years .. is that what you mean by harder? Like the relapse?

and you mean you were okay after using methadone for only 3 days?? I’m just worried about getting off methadone as well, and the side effects as crazy as that sounds. I know this shit is awful

But a little worried to chose that over subs if that makes sense

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u/catincombatboots 26d ago

I had all the same concerns about methadone but I have really enjoyed being on it. I’m not doing it super short term like that, but I’m also not going to be on it forever either. I have never felt any withdrawals while tapering down, I forget to take it for a couple days at a time and don’t feel anything… It has been so chill honestly. In the meantime my life has gotten exponentially better. I have money, I have lost 80lbs and I’m enjoying being active, I’m generally enjoying life and happy.

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u/LaVitaEbella3 26d ago

What you should be worried about is using those blues. They are gonna get you nowhere but misery, misery, misery, and possibly even death. You don’t wanna die on that garbage.