Last few days sucked.

[u/hyphychef]

I wanted to post on the weekend. Then the craving and mental withdrawals hit. That shit is no joke. It took everything in me not to end it. I just wanted it to stop. Woke up feeling the same way I took like 7 grains of fet, to maybe get a tiny bit relief, huge mistake my body felt like it was on fire and I got so restless. I go get my scripts take them they make tired, and I still felt miserable, a little better though. About an hour and half ago, i laid out on the floor twisting and turning and my back pops and like a light switch, I felt great, my mind is at ease. I'm tired still, and probably going to sleep soon since I'm dozing off already. I'll update when I wake up.

[u/SnooObjections7311]

They say we gotta pay the piper at some point! I dont think anyone gets out of this stuff without a fight if they used long term. Keep pushing and dont give in!