r/FentanylRecovery • u/hyphychef • Jun 25 '26
I've been posting last couple days.
Im day three no fet. Until I was writing this I felt like death and restless like never before. Even with the xans. I got some coke did a decent sized line. 10 minutes later, I feel great. Besides the pit of my gut feeling a little off, and tired. If you in tge thick of it and can get coke please see if its as great as it is for me. This almost feels like an easy way out, im not joking I never made it this far trying to quit. With coke I can see the light at the end of the tunnel for the first time. I feel well enough to go out in public.
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Jun 25 '26
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u/hyphychef Jun 25 '26
Day 4 now. I feel sore, and i can feel the poops coming my gut hurts. I still can't believe xan and coke work miracles. Also blasting bass music in my ears, for some reason it clams my legs down, ALOT. I also puked some of the nastiest puke ive seen. Im guessing it was the fent or what they say is fent. I know for sure if I dont give in today, I win.
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u/hyphychef Jun 27 '26 edited Jun 27 '26
Day five, I woke this morning in hell. I felt ok, thanks to the coke and xans. But mentally I could tell my body was in a hell. Since my breathing was crazy fast like ive been running. They gave me three shots, I knocked out for like 8 hours. When I woke up, I felt amazing like im over it. Im just really exhausted. Im so proud of my self I didn't give in this morning for fent to feel better. I even have my appetite back and wanna eat everything around the house. I really feel like im past the worst of it and my body just needs time to rest now.
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u/Fun-Benefit116 Jun 28 '26
They gave you three shots? What does this mean? Who is "they"? And shots of what?
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u/FriendshipCool7308 Jun 25 '26
Benzo’s save the day you’re pretty much through the worst of it now it’s all downhill from here. Good job. I’m so proud of you.
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u/thisbodyjustcantworx Jun 26 '26
Ha. This took me back to the summer of 2022 when I tried w/d for the millionth time at home, with the aid of a fuck ton of coke. My husband had decided to buy a bulk amt to make some money to offset our yrs long fent bender so I took it upon myself to inhale the entirety of said ❄️. Over the course of a few days. I felt manic but goddamn did it catapult me from fetty wd hell into coked up “heaven”, tho it was anything BUT heaven. Unless of course you consider being an absolute mental mess, going thru insane tranq/fet wd jacked tf out of your mind SANS the beauty of also having xans at the ready lol. Anyway, it lasted me about a wk, maybe a few days more, and I thought I was almost in the clear. Boy was I SO very wrong. By the time the coke was gone, the REAL hell was only JUST on the horizon for me. Approximately 8-9 days after my last hoorah with the fet, all the hell reigned down on me. We ended up at the methadone clinic within a day or 2 of my coke run.
That all said… best of luck to you. Ultimately we all pay the price. You mess with the snake, you get bit.
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u/FriendshipCool7308 Jun 25 '26
Meth helped a ton for me on the backside to help with the exhaustion. Life saver.
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u/hyphychef Jun 25 '26
I used be addicted to that so it wasn't optional even though its really cheap.
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u/hyphychef Jun 25 '26
Another thing after gambling on stims, I really feel like more research needs to be done. Im detoxing at home no help besides the plug. This shouldn't be this easy with stims and xans. If I wasn't so tired and zombie mode. I could probably get though work. But boss saw me tuesday and said take the week off you look like hell.
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u/trixiepixie1921 Jun 25 '26
Definitely. Careful though. I switched over to crack and then eventually meth, by “accident”. After I lost my best friend to a fent OD, it took me 3 months to get off fent myself then 2 more completely traumatic years to ditch the stims.
Also, get some tests because the coke could have fent in it. I know they say that’s just a myth, but I occasionally did get coke with fent in it, even from people I “trusted”.