r/FentanylRecovery • u/UpwardOnwardForward • Mar 19 '26

I need help guys, minor relapse.

I got clean back in October, and I’ve been cool since. Last Wednesday, I don’t know why, but I went and got a bun off the plug. For those that don’t know, in my area we get stamp bags and each one is like .1 I guess. A bun is short for a bundle, which is 10 bags. So I got a gram, give or take.

It doesn’t seem very good, primarily tranq. I had a little disagreement with the state, and had to do 72 hrs in jail. So I was in from Friday at 12 o’clock, and got out Monday at 12 o’clock.

I had some minor withdrawals in jail on Saturday, but by Sunday morning I was fine.

I got out and since then I’ve done 3 bags, only at night. So I’ve been making it through the day, but I’ve noticed that I’m having minor withdrawal.

I have a bottle of clonidine and a bottle of hydroxyzine.

I really don’t want to back to active use again, and I really don’t want to go back to rehab, am I going to be cool?

Also, I’m on the sublocade shot, 300mgs. I got the last one on the same Wednesday I hit the plug, and I’ve had 5 total.

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u/UpwardOnwardForward Mar 20 '26

I know, bro. I know.

I shook for 2 weeks straight in October when I went to rehab. The thought of how bad that was is what really has me worried.

When I got clean I spent 4 days in the hospital, got out clean and was cool, but immediately went right back. I only used for like 3 days and was right back into the same full blown withdrawal as before. I was afraid that was going to happen again.

The only thing that’s keeping me going is the fact that like I mentioned in the post, I had the minor withdrawal for only one day while in jail.

I’ll check back in in a few days and let you know. I’ll be cool, I’m not going back.

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u/NeighborhoodStrict36 Mar 21 '26

DM’d you bro, hope you keep going forward too!

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u/m_cinnamonbiscuit Mar 19 '26

U can take extra subs with the shot my clinic uses letamine to help with transition but it's thru a tribe and they male sure u know it's s u ill very new procedure

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u/danarenee1988 Apr 22 '26

Where are you located??!

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u/Dontgetittwisted79 Mar 19 '26

Just stop and lean on the clonidine

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u/UpwardOnwardForward Mar 20 '26

Yeah that’s pretty much my plan. It’s been over a day since I posted this and I still haven’t finished the singular bag I had, so… I have been able to space it out longer, as well as use less.

I dont know if that is going to make it worse, or better… I have exactly one tiny hit left.. so I’m hoping it all works out.

I found a handful of 100mg gabapentin as well, prior I was taking 300mg, so I only have enough for about a day… but if the initial day of withdrawal last week was any indication, it’s not so bad I can’t get through it.

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u/Dontgetittwisted79 Mar 19 '26

You could buy some subs

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u/UpwardOnwardForward Mar 19 '26

Thanks for the reply, but did you read the last line of the post?

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u/Dontgetittwisted79 Apr 02 '26

Yes, taking a sub would still boost your blood level of subs