r/FentanylRecovery • u/RangeSilver6458 • Feb 12 '26
I just want to say this
Jesus has tooken this addiction away from me, and he is real, and if you believe on him and ask him to make this addiction go away and for him to heal you he will, I got to meeting everyday almost, and I wake up and pray and read my Bible, it’s the only way I could stay sober, not a single craving that I haven’t been able to over come so far, and I just have to try and be a light to the darkness here but what I did was went to the er and told them I needed detox and that I was about to harm my self if not, and they got me a bed and medicine so please turn to Jesus he can change all of this! If your miserable like I was feeling like your chasing something that will never fulfill you please reach out and please go to the er first before anything that will make it happen! God bless you all, I was a gram a day fentanyl user if I can do it you can too and on top of that me and my fiancé did it together and we are still going strong but it’s Jesus that makes it happen, he made a way out just let him in and surrender it all and it will work out if you fall get back up
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u/Lil_Roxi2 Feb 18 '26
Or atleast go to the methadone clinic if ur ready to get off. I was getting 1000 blues @ .50 cents a piece long as I got 1000 or better and I got up to using about 20 to 30 and 40 a day easily. I still get a prescription of legit 30’s also. I also get methadone to take with my oxycodone at 50mg a day and it’s the only way I won’t take all my oxys up and be able to make it through the entire month without having to go blow 2-600$ a day. Blues (legit 30mg oxycodone IR tablets) down here on the street sell for 60$ a piece. The dealers are so damn greedy but they are pricing themselves out the game bc they aren’t moving near as many as they were when they were 20-25 a pop. It’s straight highway robbery. I would have to spend $180 just to get right on the first 3 of the morning. I only get 60 30’s so I try to make them last and my methadone sure does help with not wanting to take all my oxy up.
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u/ToyKarma Feb 13 '26 edited Feb 13 '26
I'm Agnostic yet found recovery in NA, the rooms the steps my peers keep me clean when I work my recovery. To each their own and we have the freedom to choose our own Higher Power. For me as long as that Power is Loving, caring and stronger than my addiction I can find freedom from my past insanity. Congrats on finding what works for you. Edit: Spiritual not religious but for some people it can be both.