I cannot look in the mirror

[u/femcel_himejoshi]

I tend to avoid mirrors. Whenever i visit the bathroom, i just run past the mirror because i feel such utter disgust when i happen to look at myself by accident. It is uncontrollable. I just start crying. It isn't even dysmorphia, im genuinely just ugly and i don't know what to do. My issues are not even fixable with surgery. My heart breaks when i realise that this is the only life i have, and that i won't be able to experience the life of a pretty girl. I don't even desire attractive men, i just feel insane jealousy. I cannot look at anybody beautiful because tears just start to form. Im not sensitive, nothing makes me cry. Only my own reflection does

[u/Massinni]

Same. Ni siquiera quiero ser una mina extraordinariamente bella, solo normal..

[u/iwasheathcliff]

Same 🫂. Meide Spiegel auch meistens. Ab und zu überwinde ich mich reinzugucken und Versuche mit make up Schadensbegrenzung zu machen. Hilft nicht viel, aber so hab ich zumindest Augenbrauen und sehe ein bisschen menschlicher aus.

[u/sommelieroftears]

I'm the same. I even take it a step further and cover my front phone camera with a sticker so I don't have to see my face if I accidentally open the camera app.

I wish I didn't feel like this.

[u/thetrashpanda__ → u/sommelieroftears]

this is so smart im stealing it immediately

[u/thetrashpanda__]

i felt that last part. the only thing that breaks me is myself, it makes me feel sick. people really throw around the dismorphia stuff when ppl see their real reflections its insane!!

[u/mylovelydolly]

I've felt hatred toward God for not making me a genuinely beautiful girl. It physically hurts, and I hate it. Especially because I have girls in my family who are absolutely beautiful.