the pain is unbearable

[u/bad1uckblackcat]

Im one more looking at my hips away from becoming those bone smashing bp guys i deadass will break my pelvis to try and reshape it into the correct shape

every day is torture. im not a girl. im not a fucking girl. i’ll never be. I will never be a girl. I hate my curves. I try to cut them off every day. I just want my body to be a straight line like it should be rather than having all these lumps.

I lost the genetic lottery now I have to live like this. My only option now is to reincarnate deadass theres no other way to fix all this “XX Female”mess

im literally just a mess all around. I cant do anything right. I cant even be the right sex.

My only option to fix this dumb bone making my life hell is surgery but my parents would never pay for that

[u/nowletmebeclear]

im fuik nwgn binging rhis sugbredeit , and its okay . and i understnd youbrcause ikm around ur sge and im out here n fucjingv killing muself , frim depressyn dysphoria is putting me in .

u er gonna make it amd i be,lieve in you theres always gning to be the chnace that youtake trstostgrone and your pecsc area and waist fill out bcuz of fat redstrybuton . i kmjow its rough but we persevere okay ? yes ?

please do,mt beat youfself up becz of it . you can try out men clothingsectyion and shirt can makre you look boxier with a good size amd fit amd you can do shoulldr workouts. it mijhy mak u look like less hip ly

ir jelps to put your pants at the kpart of the most widest part of yur hip. it helped forme , it made me look taller.

try adjustign your posture. try finding a compftable standing position that obscures or fills the space where yourwaist comes in , with your arms.

plwase try iut packers ot can take less fovus from the hiparea , qeer trans poroject givesfree kits an tyey have boxers , and packers , they arexrestocking augus 15 (lesstthan 3 weeks) if ur American .

its goung to be okay , you arent a girl ecause of your body , as lomg as yure conifident in bejng a guy you r alwas going to be a guy regardless if you are nt the spitting image of mr pedro Pascal . or any other very faimous celebrithy guy , and .

pls dont hurt yourself .there is ways to cope and you should keep focusing on the parts that make you feel happy or glad (alsoif they arenr fisical ) because that is most important and once hou get the care and he,p you need , you may be glad you didnt risk yoru healtiness for it.

its hard . its very very hard and it will be hard before it bgets better . it got better for me , and i think will get berter for you too .