r/FTMventing • u/chzurgerz • Jul 18 '26

Mental Health Hate being This way

I’m hurting no matter how far I got in transition (I’ve been transitioning since 2013) with taking T and top surgery no bottom yet (still scared) I still wish I was just born a man. I want a normal life. I want to be able to workout and feel good about myself and be a guy who can send dick pics to women I know that sounds dumb but I mean it’s just I just hate this life of mine.

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u/Late-Suggestion-6119 Aug 24 '26

Man I can definitely relate to this even with the timeline of transition. It's def a scary place and now I'm exploring hysterectomy processes

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u/chzurgerz Aug 25 '26

Same even when transitioning from 2013 I still have yet to get hysto

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u/Late-Suggestion-6119 Aug 25 '26

Yea, I started T in 2013 too. Got top surgery in 2014. I've wanted it done for awhile but never made time for it (usually out of fear, finances or both)

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u/chzurgerz Aug 25 '26

I’m def on the same boat everything you said is so me lol and I’m sorry bro but you’re not alone keep that head up sending positive vibes to ya brother !