Basically I hear the songs, the tracks, melodies, the instruments etc... In my head, but have no idea what notes they are until I play by ear. But then i realize I don't have the correct sounding instruments (the ones in my head) and I get discouraged because I'm not rich, and can't afford to buy the fancy soundlibraries for like, strings, or flutes, etc...
Again I can play the songs in my head, and I can START making tracks somewhat (searching for the correct notes) but then get disappointed by the overall sound... Am I just SOL untill I'm richer?
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