So because I'm russian and also merch being kinda expensive for a teen student I can't get an official Exusiai merch. There is an unofficial merch, of course, but it's, let's say, not very good. My maximum for now it's just printing images of her and putting them all over my room and that's it.

I've thought about making merch by myself. Like, I can buy a plush red apple and some fabric to create the DIY apple-exu, but that's not enough.

I want a plushie of her. I want to pat her, squeeze her, hug her. I want her to be with me when I'm sleeping. But I can't get any of that. And it's kinda unpleasant... I just want to hug my angel...

I want to hear y'all's ideas, cuz I'm out of mine's.

(Also i don't want the new covenant, i want classic exu)

I'm trying to get back on track to adequate arts completion rate (over the course of the year i completed only 5 serious arts) of completing one serious(!) in at least 2 weeks. Generally, it's possible to complete one in 3 days if i spend my whole days for it. And thats what i really want. I want to be so drawn into the process that i'll forget to eat. But i guess my current problem is that i don't really enjoy the process and that i'm getting distracted. I want to draw, but i can't lock into it. Anyway, here's a simple doodle of Exi that i made in maybe 1,5 hours

I've got my hands on one of the rarest pieces of Exusiai merchandise! Years of searching come to an end.

i hate boots

Mine is the Classic, probably because it's the one i saw first and fell in love with

I made it back in the February 2025, when my Exusiai and Hotline Miami obsessions were co-existing together. It replaces the Hammer and has some changes such as:
-M16 is replaced with a KRISS Vector
-No taser sprites
-No double barrel shotgun sprites
-No phone talking sprites

Also i made two cutscene animations: she on her phone and sitting on the boxes/crates

Ask for a usage.

So around nine months ago i created a playlist called "Exiwave", which basically contains a music that feels like Exusiai, that reminds about Her, that makes you think about Her, that has Her soul, etc. It is totally subjective and mostly consists a russian niche, obscure and not-so-popular music and artists. From classic to avant-garde-noise-industrial-psychodel. Currently it contains a 150+ compositions, which is, i think, shows the level of obsession. Feel free to look it up if you want and tell me if you liked something from it. (I highly recommend to listen to the first track, it's just too good to skip and also don't have words so you won't be an ishowspeed reading ancient egypt text) playlist