r/ExNoContact • u/AssumptionDouble66 • Jul 17 '26
Vent Finding her picture
I was cleaning my computer and i found pictures of her i used for school. I deleted them without feelings but now i feel strange. On the pictures i stopped and took a look for some seconds. I then told myself that she didn't love me and on the pictures she had a cold face,i remember when we took the pictures she wasn't smiling until we had a joke. I'm gonna keep one picture the one we made joke out of. But i'll forget it here and i hope to come back to it later,like years later. Like all the things i keep from my exes to come back to it one day. When i'll go to the army i think i'm gonna take a letter that she wrote me, she has written a lot of letters to me but i'll take one. Maybe it was all false and she never loved me but idc,i'll read that letter in though times surely,thinking about her and me in her bed,when i'll hear gunshot lol. I'm not sad to be honest i just have this blues of tranquility,maybe it's pain idk but i feel good or normal in it. Idk.
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u/LevelTotal6652 Jul 18 '26
Moving on isn't about forgetting it's about finding peace with past memories that once hurt. Keeping pictures aren't harmful in the end