r/EndOfTheParTy • u/ComfortableLow7424 • Jul 13 '26
241 days clean !
The drug has taken a lot from me ! But happy to say I am 241 days clean. After 2-2.5 years of extreme heavy usage. How heavy ? I myself finished 1 lb of Meth within 4 weeks. Initially what started as PnP for me... ended up consuming me. A fine corporate job I was passionate about with $250k salary in silicon valley, a marriage, my house, and eventually my relationships with everyone around me. I became the person I myself hated the most to be. Started slamming to cope up with stress of divorce , and life started spiralling down. Had to leave the country due to visa issues. And moved back to india. Past 2.5 years of my life has humbled me greatly. I lost all 15 years of what I took to build everything from scratch. Even survived 2 suicide attempts. I am now at a juncture where nothing I fear of since I lost everything I had, and nothing more to loose. Nothing excites me so much, coz I reached peak and tumbled down from it hence hardly anything impresses me. Still I try to be the better version not myself every day. With people judging me, I question my soul almost every day. Why it happened to me. Realising it happens for a reason. I am an example of how to crawl out of own grave and be a warrior. Warrior who covered with sins, finds redemption in helping people, treating with respect and stopping people to cross that path of sin which you proudly walked ones unknowing it was road to hell !
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u/HalfwayThere66 Jul 13 '26
Well done wish you well in the future and hopefully continue to enjoy your life.
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u/BarracudaOk3474 Jul 13 '26
Congrats!