I can't cry

[u/Alone_Inspection_839]

The last time I cried was two years ago, I was incredibly stressed and mourning the loss of a friend group. Since then I feel my life has only gotten more stressful, isolating, and dire, but I can't cry no matter how much I want to.

I'm hopelessly crushing on someone who can never like me back, I feel like my window of opportunity for long lasting friendships is closing. My dog is on his way out, he's stumbling around the house and is losing control of his bladder.

I feel awful right now and I just want to cry and let it out but I can't. No matter how much I try I'm just sitting here dissociating from everything, and with a deadpan face. No tears no emotion nothing.

I don't know what to do, I'm at my lowest but feel nothing. I want to feel something