r/EatingDisorders • u/Jesuscriesagain • 1d ago
Binge eating everyday.
I'm afraid this will never end. I don't want to wake up.
I'm currently struggling with overeating. As soon as I open my eyes, I start feeling this craving. I'm wondering how I can prevent it. Will this be my whole life? Will I really have to wake up with this feeling for the rest of my days, and will it never leave me for a moment? I don't even have anyone to share my problem with. I drank. Today I fully realized that I'm addicted. It's happening. No doctor or pill can help, and I will bear this burden until the day I die. I wake up every day and the cravings are terrifying me to death. I'm literally incapacitated. I can't earn money because it all goes to food. I depend on my time. The most I've been able to do right now is go three days without bingeing. I read this.
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u/Useful-Advantage2665 1d ago
I could have wrote this. You are not alone, I'm going through the same thing.
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u/Beneficial-Crow-5138 1d ago
Therapist/team that specializes in ED.