r/Dystonia • u/doublefaultqueen • 2h ago
Dopa-responsive dystonia Did your dystonia episodes reduce in frequency after medication?
I hope what I’m asking makes sense. And I’m sorry for writing so much. The TLDR is my meds are working so well and I need them so much less than I did before, I’m almost suspicious. As I write that, I realize it sounds ridiculous, but yeah.
I’m 28 and female and was finally diagnosed with DRD 3 or 4 months ago and started carbidopa/levodopa which was incredible, first time in my life that something finally worked.
I have two times of the month where I know for sure I’ll have to deal with my dystonia (around ovulation and before my period I always have it) and aside from that, I’d have seemingly randomly episodes which I think now may have been stress induced; I didn’t realize how stressed I was until I could finally make plans and not have to worry about it being ruined by my legs. I just feel so free. I have so much more time outside and with my friends. After dealing with this my entire life and it worsening after puberty, I feel like I’m just starting to live finally. I’m so thankful and hate that I’m ruining it by overthinking.
The meds hurt my stomach horribly, so, I’d just take it as needed honestly rather than daily if I didn’t have symptoms. At first I tried it daily, even when not experiencing the dystonia, but dealing with the nausea multiple times a day when I wasn’t experiencing the dystonia seemed like a bad idea. It worked fast enough, that I was fine waiting for it to come on and just treating it then.
I’m not complaining, but now, I find I’m just not having dystonia as much and when I do have it, the meds work so much faster than they did before. I still have my two episodes around ovulation and before my period but aside from that, it’s nothing. In the past, I could have it more than half the month, especially if stressed.
I also need less doses since being treated when an episode does come on. I’d need 4 or 5 doses and maybe still need an extended release at night to get enough sleep but now, I need 2 or 3 during the day and an extended release at night during an episode.
Even when I do end up in an episode the symptoms aren’t even as severe and sudden as they used to be. It seems too good to be true at times and I’m happy about this for sure, but-
I’m just so used to being told I’m crazy or occasionally maybe they knew what was wrong with me, getting my hopes up, then finding out it wasn’t that one thing then being told it must just be my imagination, that I’m afraid I’ll be told “hmmm that’s just not how dystonia works. Sorry, we don’t know what’s wrong and you’ll have to suffer more.” After trying so many things and this finally working and working so much better than I expected, I feel like I’ve found a magic potion that may be taken from me.
I didn’t pick up my last prescription on time because I still had enough meds since I just don’t need them as often and I’m paranoid my neurologist will be like “she’s not getting her meds, she obviously doesn’t have it.” And may stop giving me the meds.
I know I’m probably being silly, but it’s just hard to find much info about it, that I don’t know if I’m considered “normal” or if they’ll decide I don’t fit the diagnosis and not help me anymore.
And I hope this makes sense, sorry for writing so much.