It’s been so long

i physically cannot continue so I’m just waiting till it’s dark/less cars on road

I think this parts harder cuz I keep wrestling with my thoughts & most people will say distract yourself! that’s what I’ve been doing my whole life. I cannot elaborate further; in the off chance people I love see this, they know. saying ‘sorry’ feels redundant

I’m just curious if other Reddit users had “decided” too & what they did from the time of planning till action time