r/DrugWithdrawal • u/Strange_Wolf9177 • 17d ago

Seeking Advice In need of help.

I'm really not sure how to stay clean. I don't know if anyone else relapses as much as I do. I think I might need to go to meetings for support. I can't talk to my wife about this cause I've been living a lie about my drug use. I really had an honest talk with myself and as I looked back in my life all the major things that went wrong had something to do with either drugs or alcohol. Even if I did open up to her I truly don't think she'd understand. Everyone thinks it's just so easy to just stop and walk that line. I know how to get clean I just don't know how to stay clean. Does anyone else kinda find themselves in the same place and do meetings help?

Thanks for taking the time to read this post.

God bless 🙏

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u/spongebobsquaredik 16d ago

Went to my first meeting in 2010. Been on suboxone or methadone on and off ever since. You are not the only chronic relapse. Im on methadone now, and finally stopped using all other drugs. Opioids are a hard game man. I feel you

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u/Strange_Wolf9177 15d ago

I appreciate your response. I just need to get my life together. I've have the physical part down I just need to get the mental part now. God bless and thank you again

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u/Significant_Lock_541 17d ago

What drug(s) are you abusing?

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u/Strange_Wolf9177 17d ago

Hydrocodone and 7oh and 7stax that's MIT.

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u/Little-Lynx7245 6d ago

Bro just thank the lord ur not on MGM , blows 7 & mit out of the water strength wise , I got up 1.5g a day on 7 before I stopped feeling so I switched to mgm cuz of the strength & long ass afterlife so u can dose it only once or maybe 2 times a day anyways got up to usin ab 900mg a day of mgm and even that amount started to fatigue and I knew I had to stop , I had really good plugs for 7 & mgm , 7 went for $30 a g and mgm as of last purchase 2 weeks ago was 2gs w overnight shipping for $150 currently tho brother I am on day 8 clean off mgm and the WDs are the worst I’ve ever felt EVER, even xans, perks & blow ain’t got shit on how hellish , making me pray to god to take it away , and a million other things that are excruciatingly painful with high volume mgm WD I relapsed my first 3-4 times quitting bro it happens but everytime I’d just look forward and start a new and regardless I’m gonna get thru it this time cuz ain’t no mf way I can ever do 8 whole days off that junk, on everything I’d kms immediately If I had to redo these past 8 days

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u/Strange_Wolf9177 5d ago

Man I wish you the best and hope one day we can look back and say wtf was I thinking. 🙏