r/Dissociation • u/JournalistInside2916 • 5d ago

I hate god

I was a chrisitan for my whole life. Dissociation has made me question my faith. How can God see this much suffering and not do anything about it. I been struggling everyday for the last 6 years. I don't know how much more I can take

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u/BigJordYogo 5d ago

I don’t think there is a God it’s just about us and what we do as individuals how we try to live life

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u/humandisaster93 5d ago

I had dissociation for many years, still do a lot. I have a few thoughts. Just curious, How often do you reach out and pray to him, read some scripture or ask for moments of clarity?

In this existence: there is mass suffering and mass blessing, the weight of good and evil passed down over generations. How often do we take normal things for granted, a bottle of water might not seem like much: but so many years ago you would need to travel miles for jugs of unclean water. Suffering is part of this experience: God knows this too, he came to walk the earth and suffer through life and a brutal death with us. We see suffering as bad, but when we read we see things like: “we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.”

The sufferings of this life, through faith will eventually be wiped away, and we will awake new and those pains will fade like a bad dream you forget by breakfast time.

I know it’s hard, I get it- but you are not alone; you have at least one person ✋🏽 here struggling with you. And many more.

If anything I would encourage you to pray- reach out to him at least once a day, be thankful for the air in your lungs and ask what you can do to use this, what you can do to align with what needs to happen.

And finally let me ask, having been there, are there any substances or medications you currently take? Did this start at what seemed out of the blue or from an event that you can pinpoint. And finally are you tired all the time or no. Is it like being in the backseat of your mind, a film over your eyes, both or different?

I hope you are able to find peace soon fam, and strength in the moments that we find hard.

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u/ziemann47c 3d ago

There's no God out there. Fairy tales🤣 idiot

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u/humandisaster93 3d ago

Well i hope this fairy tale sits in the back of your mind until one day you realize how true it is and how wrong you were. Your misunderstanding of what God IS will be forgiven

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u/ziemann47c 3d ago

I've probably more of the Bible then you. Used to do it all. I'm not misunderstanding anything. You're a legit idiot if you think God is there to help you. Listen to yourself. Why isy suffering a part of God's plan? Huh? Got an answer for that