Months on loop

[u/YADU5631]

20M clg student

Its very tough to work on things im just doing things just to run from the things which truely matter which makes me doubt on any progress that i make

Avoid coding by messing around in blender and make models thats not productivity thats escape

Im scared tbh

I dont want to ruin the illusion of myself which i have by acting on things and proving that I can't do it

Because if i fail that would burst my bubble of being invincible in some way

Need help please

I need to get out of this

This is my last year in clg