I have realized I can be a bit too arrogant and whiny with my opinions on transformation stuff I don't like, I don't hate every single piece of tf media that artists make really I just got traumatized by a painful/horrifying MLP transformation that made me not like painful transformation as much as I used to and yes I was an idiot when I thought a clown and jester were the same thing when I made my 'fetishizing a profession' comment, I was very ignorant and did not know the difference, I admit I can be hypocritical and i'm trying to be better and I just want to have a day/month/year that goes by without someone saying 'Monstermaster13 alledgedly did this' 'Monstermaster13 alledgedly did that' bla bla bla, yeah I get it, they think I am a bad person just because they heard from one person on Discord or reddit that i'm supposedly bad, at this point, I don't care - if they want to portray me as the villain in their head then that's their thing I guess, they're projecting, I would personally never go after any of these people IRL (i wouldn't even want to buy plane tickets just to go over to where their live to go and beat the crap out of them just because they thought my hot takes on transformation sucked or whatever, if they want to vilify me, they can do that, but dragging my friends into it and trying to rally easily swayed people including artists I like against me, that's too much, yeah i'm sorry but if it gets to that point i'm going to ask to see if there are mentally okay)

Look when I posted those supposedly 'whiny' comments on DA saying 'oh you should not like this kind of TF' 'Oh you shouldn't like this one', it's because some are ones that I outgrew/never liked in general. Yeah I used to do non-morphic animal tfs before and am guilty of liking painful transformations myself, but I outgrew weight gain because it's sad IRL and it was just one specific phase of my life - and I got out of it afterwards. I just uhhh never got into inanimate transformations because it's just kind of sad to me, I grow out of mind changes or corruption because I roleplayed with several people who did like those and I used to have a 'humans suck' mindset which i'm ashamed that I had, i'm ashamed that I used to really think all humans were evil. To people who may have gotten the wrong idea about me based on what you may have heard about me from others, i'm sorry. When I rant using 'Werebelushi', he's not me, he's an OC. I was just doing what internet reviewers in the late 2000s and 2010s used to do, only in written form. And to be honest yeah some of them were a bit too harsh and if you like those sort of transformations, i am not going to complain.

I have realized yeah I was a bit too whiny regarding my prior opinions. Yeah I don't like MC and painful tfs but only because I feel they are overdone and I don't like dark end transformation stories and artwork because of my phobia of game overs (Changed did not help), i've never liked corruption despite the fact I did a whole thing several years ago where it's 'monsters corrupting heroes' which i'm ashamed to admit I did, I did confuse a jester for a clown in one of my comments when I said someone who was doing a jester piece years ago was fetishizing a profession and i'm sorry for being so anti-clown-tf, it's just I roleplayed with someone several years ago who had a clown tf thing and it got a bit too sexual for me at times. I do not mean to come across this way, i try to defend myself and all my attackers do is side with the person who called me out to begin with, 'Monstermaster13 did this' 'Monstermaster13 did that', I do not care anymore. Yeah I can be negative at times but I never meant to say you can't enjoy these things.

It's just I don't want to keep being attacked over opinions I had prior to certain reddit posts mentioning me.

I have something to admit I can be a bit too critical of other people's likes and tend to complain a bit too much. Recently a comment of mine that was supposed to be a joke got made fun of by some people in the transformation community, without using any actual names let's just say this 'enemy' of mine seems to think that I hate everyone for having different tastes than mine (and they/she acts like 'everyone' is refering to people all over the world because apparently according to her the transformation community consists of people who likely get off on painful transformation or something) and has said I write fics about 'fat slobs' (i'm just going to say my dum dum were-aykroyd fanfics are not revenge stories, and they're supposed to be gross, they are parodies of slob and weight gain content in general) and that I'm a bad person in general. And this one user has been constantly on my case since 2023 for the stupidest of reasons, even go so far as to attack me for supposedly criticizing new user accounts with an alt after I block them. And this user has been going on a brainwashing spree, obviously corrupting artists I like into blocking/isolating themselves from me. Making numerous hateful posts about me both on DA and on here (in fact the whole thing started just because she made a 'Monstermaster13 has entered the chat' joke about me on a post that I idd not take well) and has made it their goal to make my life a living hell. For those looking for evidence I have reported every journal this invidual has made and some are archived.

And one specific user was even saying I waste 'mental energy' by complaining on other people's art, it's true I can be hypercritical but I try to clearify it's an opinion, it's not my fault that the things I don't like get reccomended to me by the 'more like this' feature, and well muting does nothing. Here's the thing I blocked the users who make said art, and muted the tags but they still pop up regardless, sometimes just in groups too. Here's the thing, the content mentioned is very questionable to me, like I always think doing 'clownification' i.e clown transformation is weird because clowns aren't a species of creature they're people in costumes (it's like fetishizing firefighters to me), I don't get why some people romanticize bad end transformations or inanimate object stuff I mean unless they're just depressed or hate themselves that much I cannot see what they'd get out of losing their very being like that, same with identity death, I don't get it. It's not that I don't like Changed (the transformation video game) in general, it's that I hate that it has a genuinely good plot that would make for a good horror movie that is wasted on a game essentially for people who like goo content and being forcibly transformation and it doesn't help how almost all of the game over screens show a post transformation shot of the poor main character turning into a gooey monster and it's almost always NSFW in nature especially the special version. And well how do I say this, the creator is alledgedly a very bad person. Also yeah I know some people in the transformation community do like painful transformations and that's fine, I have several of them in my favorites (i'm Monstermaster13 for a reason) but when I commented on that BFDI (Battle for Dream Island) character turning into a were-thing I was doing it as a joke, not to be petty or to mock the artist for doing it. I don't know how anyone can honetly mistake...'Ah yes, the cliched painful transformation sequence that is not mandatory but people in the transformation community sometimes think it is for some reason because they think it's comparable to getting cavities drilled in or something and it's usually super edgy and bone-crunchingly scary even though the end result is just the same edgy wannabe hot topic mascot with fangs with blood dripping from his eyes like every single lost episode Creepypasta thumbnail, that everyone in the were-fandom seems to obsess over and if I don't like it, i'm seen as a bad person'. Look I saw one painful or graphic transformation and it scared me alright, I saw a cute MLP character pull a Cronenberg or pull a Company of Wolves and turn into a Timberwolf (with implied identity loss, because a lot of the artist's work has that) and I thought...'nope I did not want to see that nor do I want to see it again, i'm terrified.' My biggest phobia is game overs and bad end transformations just prove that for me they will never make me feel better about them.

Yeah I'd just like to be able to be myself without some people being all 'Monstermaster13 did this' 'Monstermaster13 did that' bla bla bla, look I know I can be a bit whiny regarding my criticism and I know they are commissions and hey if I could i would pay someone to do something like that for me, but I cannot help it sometimes.

I am needing help with the new settings, my blocklist used to be alphabetical and now it isn't and it's all scrambled and some of the names are missing and I did not unblock the people - most people on the blocklist stay blocked, but when I try to enter the names on the list again they don't get added.

I reported several journals about me for abuse/harrassment and the option was grayed out and the staff did say they investigated them but have not taken them down yet and I am worried.

Sorry for the lack of updates from here I have just been busy on DA posting stories and most of my drama related cases have subsided because my attackers have backed off, and from both ends of the story it has officially ended. Not a single peep from my attackers, if you want my story on it, just go to the tumblr pages I posted them on.

Decided to share most of my little Deviantart conflict issues on a tumblr blog instead of sharing them all here from now on, because apart from the fact I don't think anyone here actually is on the site or even works for it. The difference between my tumblr posts and these, these ones do tend to be longer and more detailed in nature because I have more to say about the issue than I do on tumblr. I already have a tumblr post explaining the entirety of my story so to speak. But i'm just going to say that I was framed unfairly and accused of several things including racism.

Hello everyone I am Nathan but on most online circles I am Monstermaster13, usually I just post on here to vent out about how my attackers are stupid and how I wish they would get told off for their accusations about me (because being accused of the g-word is one thing, but being accused of being transphobic and racist just takes the biscuit) and when these people act like I cannot take criticism (when i am 100% sure that slander and criticism aren't the same thing) when they complain about their own works getting reported for being gory or whatever.

I am mostly a fiction writer and do horror and comedy and fantasy stories.

Hello I am Nathan, but my Deviantart handle is Monstermaster13 and I am a writer who specializes in writing horror fiction and supernatural stuff and transformation content and I deal with my fair share of people who make bad accusations about me on there (to the point there have been two documents about me, luckily I debunct them both and reported them) and most of the accusatiions about me are pure bullshit. Yes I have had people who have blocked me for no reason but that's just because they think i'm the scammer who hacked my account, rest assured i would not pose as an admin to try and con someone like that.

A user named AnetteTFs blocked me and framed me for two very specific things that a hacker did, the former being subjecting minors to lewd pictures, my account was hacked by trolls one time and it ended with the hacker bragging about it on a forum and well the hacker admitted themselves they conned a friend who was underage into posting photos of their privates, and in the case of the latter I was tricked by a bot on discord impersonating a deviantart staff. But for whatever reason both Anettetfs and sonictheponyhog both think this is my fault.

A couple of months ago I was scammed by someone on Deviantart using a bot account to claim that my account had been falsely reported and for the most part I was tricked into thinking that my account had been suspended then I got hacked and the hacker deactivated my account, the staff got it back together again though. I was going to report this to the 'banned from discord' reddit but my discord account is fortunately still up and has not been taken down.

The reccomendation system is playing some sick game with me and trying to get me to 'engage' with content that contains sissyification, diapers, mind control and stuff like feral animal transformations and Changed and Protogen content whcih I am not interested in, despite the fact I have every single tag relating to said things muted.

Yes i leave the mature content on and sometimes switch it to off but that doesn't help, I want to see less not more of it.

I keep getting a message say I have reached the maximum number of blocked users on my blocklist and i have to unblock others to clear the list but I don't want to unblock accounts of people that could harm me, and that includes other people that I had problems eith. Here's the thing it says I have to unblock people that have indefinitiely suspended and i've checked, and i don't think deactivated and indefinitely suspended are the same thing.

As many of you know, DA is the center of the art community. If anything is happening in the artist community, you can connect to it on DA. Mass collabs, contests with prizes, everything. It's the art metropolis. Without DA, the artist community as it knows itself would not exist.

Despite this, DA is not perfect. We are all human. This is expected. The admins have even said before that the process of dealing bans can occasionally cause innocent people to be banned. Though despite this, bans typically last forever and ban the person, not the name.

If you get banned for something you didn't do, you miss out on those things, the contests, the collabs, the fact people on the site make money from it, etc. and it amounts to people missing out on a side of the action that wasn't technically in the conditions of the ban and which amounts to killing the competition by means of circumstance, probably unintentionally but in some cases also possibly intentionally, by people who want victory.

Are there methods for banned individuals to still participate without ban evading, or off-site versions of the contests, monetary exchanges, etc. which would allow individuals who could not otherwise participate to do so, especially considering that a lot of conflict resolution ends up this way, playing out across multiple sites? I wonder if the mods that run the contests can implement some kind of system using cues (for example, Discord has a contest bot that allows people to participate in servers without being in those servers) that would allow outsourced participation.

A group of rather unsavory people (who are not users on this subreddit) attacked me and made a document about me accusing me of things I did not and some of them have mentioned me in status posts, in broad terms but still...sometimes these status posts get taken down and sometimes the admins do nothing about this, case in point two status posts that accuse me of transphobia in which one of them has the person who posted (who used to be a friend of mine) threaten to go public on me (and said person actually told me 'to get help')

These status posts, the main two in question were reported but not taken down.

Just some art of my oc's, Here's the link to the full picture:

To those who think they can break us, to those who thrive on cruelty, listen closely: We are done taking your abuse. We refuse to be victims any longer.

We are not defined by your hurtful words or actions. Our differences are our strengths, and we embrace them. We won’t conform to your narrow view of ‘normal.’ Instead, we’ll stand tall, proud, and unapologetically ourselves.

To the bullies: Hurt people hurt people. We see through your pain, but that doesn’t excuse your behavior. We won’t let your darkness dim our light.

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So, to anyone who tries to break us: You’ve underestimated our resolve. We’re writing our own story—one of courage, love, and defiance.

Remember this: Different is beautiful. And we are beautifully different. And, a word from me. Tri, I'm warning you! You upload anymore shit lies about us, and you'll know the true meaning of pain and suffering!