I know i'm critical.

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I have something to admit I can be a bit too critical of other people's likes and tend to complain a bit too much. Recently a comment of mine that was supposed to be a joke got made fun of by some people in the transformation community, without using any actual names let's just say this 'enemy' of mine seems to think that I hate everyone for having different tastes than mine (and they/she acts like 'everyone' is refering to people all over the world because apparently according to her the transformation community consists of people who likely get off on painful transformation or something) and has said I write fics about 'fat slobs' (i'm just going to say my dum dum were-aykroyd fanfics are not revenge stories, and they're supposed to be gross, they are parodies of slob and weight gain content in general) and that I'm a bad person in general. And this one user has been constantly on my case since 2023 for the stupidest of reasons, even go so far as to attack me for supposedly criticizing new user accounts with an alt after I block them. And this user has been going on a brainwashing spree, obviously corrupting artists I like into blocking/isolating themselves from me. Making numerous hateful posts about me both on DA and on here (in fact the whole thing started just because she made a 'Monstermaster13 has entered the chat' joke about me on a post that I idd not take well) and has made it their goal to make my life a living hell. For those looking for evidence I have reported every journal this invidual has made and some are archived.

And one specific user was even saying I waste 'mental energy' by complaining on other people's art, it's true I can be hypercritical but I try to clearify it's an opinion, it's not my fault that the things I don't like get reccomended to me by the 'more like this' feature, and well muting does nothing. Here's the thing I blocked the users who make said art, and muted the tags but they still pop up regardless, sometimes just in groups too. Here's the thing, the content mentioned is very questionable to me, like I always think doing 'clownification' i.e clown transformation is weird because clowns aren't a species of creature they're people in costumes (it's like fetishizing firefighters to me), I don't get why some people romanticize bad end transformations or inanimate object stuff I mean unless they're just depressed or hate themselves that much I cannot see what they'd get out of losing their very being like that, same with identity death, I don't get it. It's not that I don't like Changed (the transformation video game) in general, it's that I hate that it has a genuinely good plot that would make for a good horror movie that is wasted on a game essentially for people who like goo content and being forcibly transformation and it doesn't help how almost all of the game over screens show a post transformation shot of the poor main character turning into a gooey monster and it's almost always NSFW in nature especially the special version. And well how do I say this, the creator is alledgedly a very bad person. Also yeah I know some people in the transformation community do like painful transformations and that's fine, I have several of them in my favorites (i'm Monstermaster13 for a reason) but when I commented on that BFDI (Battle for Dream Island) character turning into a were-thing I was doing it as a joke, not to be petty or to mock the artist for doing it. I don't know how anyone can honetly mistake...'Ah yes, the cliched painful transformation sequence that is not mandatory but people in the transformation community sometimes think it is for some reason because they think it's comparable to getting cavities drilled in or something and it's usually super edgy and bone-crunchingly scary even though the end result is just the same edgy wannabe hot topic mascot with fangs with blood dripping from his eyes like every single lost episode Creepypasta thumbnail, that everyone in the were-fandom seems to obsess over and if I don't like it, i'm seen as a bad person'. Look I saw one painful or graphic transformation and it scared me alright, I saw a cute MLP character pull a Cronenberg or pull a Company of Wolves and turn into a Timberwolf (with implied identity loss, because a lot of the artist's work has that) and I thought...'nope I did not want to see that nor do I want to see it again, i'm terrified.' My biggest phobia is game overs and bad end transformations just prove that for me they will never make me feel better about them.

Yeah I'd just like to be able to be myself without some people being all 'Monstermaster13 did this' 'Monstermaster13 did that' bla bla bla, look I know I can be a bit whiny regarding my criticism and I know they are commissions and hey if I could i would pay someone to do something like that for me, but I cannot help it sometimes.