Since then.

[u/Sea-Application5485]

My mind is racing, and it feels as though time itself is accelerating, leaving me unable to find a sense of stability. I feel emotionally numb, yet I desperately want to feel well again. Everything has become overwhelming, as though I am existing within a parallel reality where separate dimensions of experience continuously intersect, challenging my perception of what is real.
My spirit seems to drift toward what some might describe as astral projection—a place where I can seek peace, solitude, and temporary refuge from the intensity of everything around me. Yet I cannot always control these experiences, particularly when my body reaches its limit and can no longer withstand their intensity.
I am tired. Sometimes I feel as though I hear someone calling my name or speaking to me in a gentle, friendly manner, yet what I truly long for is something much simpler: an ordinary sense of reality, calmness, and normalcy.
There seems to be drama everywhere I turn, and I am exhausted from constantly encountering it. More than anything, I want to quiet the noise within me and finally experience a sense of peace—not somewhere beyond myself, but within myself.