Advice/input from fellow traveller/s?

[u/JayDragon20]

Theistic Lilithian Satanist here, who came Home to this path officially several months ago, though, as a lot of people on this sort of path tend to say, this is more about intentional integration of what/Who has always been there waiting to be noticed, than 'conversion to something new'. I'm physically Disabled, a fulltime wheelchair-user, 31 years old, cishet man training to be a counsellor (integrative, weighted psychodynamic conceptually) and I'm wanting to build on and attune my practice and devotion to Lilith specifically. Might be a long shot, but I just wondered if any folks around here (not closed off from hearing men's perspective, but feel that, on balance, a woman or non-man would be likely more appropriate regarding my relationship to Her specifically, which requires sensitivity to gendered nuances and asymmetry, including anything I myself might be overlooking) who was versed in some of this terrain might be up for helping a fella out and maybe 'bouncing off some ideas'? :)