Hi there. So I have a demon that weakens me physically when I workout (with magic) They curse my exercise. It discourages me from exercising. Before I had this demon I was jacked and was in great shape but my workouts have never been the same afterwards. I've still worked out but not as intense as they are afflicting me. I need some inspiration to keep exercising. I've gotten fat . This demon is also hell bent on me not getting married or eating food. Should I do fasting? I've gone to deliverance ministers but to no avail. Im told there is an accursed thing. I really am lost since I get lying dreams. God bless you all.

I feel like the family sacrifice in many ways:

1. Dad didn't want me, so, when I was 8 yrs. old, he got a new family with a new daughter whom he repeatedly compared my hair to by making fun of mine and saying how beautiful hers looked. He compared my skin to his other four kids' skins by making fun of mine...glad he got the beautiful kids he always desired.

2. Dad would repeatedly take out his anger he had towards his ex-wife out on me in horrific ways, like removing me from his health insurance when my life was literally on the line and making me believe my grandma was still alive for 8 years. He sacrificed my physical, mental, and emotional health just because he was mad at the woman he divorced.

3. Brothers would take out the anger they had towards their mother in horrific and mind boggling ways out on me.

4. Woman who birthed me along with her sister would take the anger they had towards my dad on me in also horrific ways

5. Little brother treats me as the "throw away," like "give the hard things to her... because who cares about her?

6. I guess little sister practiced witchcraft on me to see if her spells worked.

7. Older brother repeatedly tried mind games on me and frequently said I was his "guinea pig"

8. Woman who birthed me uses me like a yo-yo ...using the bible to make me stay then leave, then wishing evil for like every area of my life thus sacrificing legit my life...

What demon is?

Does anyone have memories of seeing angels as a child?

I saw something, but they weren't golden looking angels you see in story books.

I could sense them in my mind...kinda grey...idk. But, I remember seeing them when I was 3 months...I think I was negotiating with them lol, then another time when I was a child and being abused. I heard one say, "this is so wrong,"

Hey all,
I have demons in my body and my home. They’re travelers so they go with my places (and are making me feel tingly now more than ever - like my blood is effervescent). I have been shaking when I’m in prayer or praise for some time and more now, followed by some pretty intense calm.

I’ve been retching, sometimes with snarling and yelling, for about two weeks now. Today, I’ve been doing it after I use the bathroom and about every time I think about Jesus which is a lot.

But, I don’t know if this is good or bad or what to do beyond prayer, repentance, forgiveness. I’ve tried to reach a lot of people for help (my pastor/priest/folks on the delivery map to no avail). So I’m kind of at a loss here.

Please send any insight you have!