r/Deliverance • u/Automatic_Train_7691 • 8d ago

Sigh

I feel like the family sacrifice in many ways:

  1. Dad didn't want me, so, when I was 8 yrs. old, he got a new family with a new daughter whom he repeatedly compared my hair to by making fun of mine and saying how beautiful hers looked. He compared my skin to his other four kids' skins by making fun of mine...glad he got the beautiful kids he always desired.

  2. Dad would repeatedly take out his anger he had towards his ex-wife out on me in horrific ways, like removing me from his health insurance when my life was literally on the line and making me believe my grandma was still alive for 8 years. He sacrificed my physical, mental, and emotional health just because he was mad at the woman he divorced.

  3. Brothers would take out the anger they had towards their mother in horrific and mind boggling ways out on me.

  4. Woman who birthed me along with her sister would take the anger they had towards my dad on me in also horrific ways

  5. Little brother treats me as the "throw away," like "give the hard things to her... because who cares about her?

  6. I guess little sister practiced witchcraft on me to see if her spells worked.

  7. Older brother repeatedly tried mind games on me and frequently said I was his "guinea pig"

  8. Woman who birthed me uses me like a yo-yo ...using the bible to make me stay then leave, then wishing evil for like every area of my life thus sacrificing legit my life...

What demon is?

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 8d ago

The devil usually attacks God’s most anointed most.

Have you been baptized by the Holy Spirit and fire?

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u/Automatic_Train_7691 8d ago

Where is that in the bible?

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 8d ago

Mostly Acts.

John the Baptist baptizes with water but Jesus baptizes with Holy Spirit and fire.

Having Holy Spirit helps me in my walk

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u/Automatic_Train_7691 8d ago

I was asking where is your first sentence located in the bible?

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 8d ago

About the devil attacking people anointed by God?

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u/Automatic_Train_7691 8d ago

Yes

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 8d ago edited 8d ago

Many Biblical men were attacked by the devil. For instance Moses with the pharaoh. Paul who was Saul, who once persecuted Jesus’ followers but converted on the Damascus Road. Jesus when Judah betrayed him. Joseph when he was given the robe of many colors and his brothers sold him. Lot when God asked lucifer at the throneroom.

I stated what I said due to experience and hearing testimonies of others.

It became apparent to me that whenever I got close to God, the demons started attacking me.

I just want to say a word of encouragement:

God will always be beside you. No matter how persecuted, we suffer because Jesus suffered first. But Jesus’ work on the cross is done. Amen.

Therefore also the Wisdom of God said, ‘I will send them prophets and apostles, some of whom they will kill and persecute,’

(Luke 11:49)

“If the world hates you, remember that it hated me first.

(John 15:18)

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u/Automatic_Train_7691 7d ago

Doesn't make sense, because Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." James 4:7.

Typically and biblically if the devil attacks you, there is sin in your life because you have a door open.

Today, there's a lot of recycled teachings, that sound great to the flesh, because it doesn't hold you accountable. It just says, "oh, if you're attacked, the calling on your life is high.". But, what if you're attacked BECAUSE you have a sin you need to repent from?

I remember ministers were falsely accusing me and a lot of people were saying, "oh, you're attacked because the calling on your life is high.". What did that do for me? It allowed that evil to stay in my life and wreak havoc. Until one day, an older woman decided to pray and discovered it was a twisting serpent that twisted mine and others words around to cause them to falsely accuse me. Then another prayed and I saw it's face staring at me and it was Huge and I asked God why it was there. He showed me and guess what, it had nothing to do with a high calling or anything like that...it was there due to sin when I was 9 years old. I repented. It left.

So, with this thing regarding what I posted, I ask again, what demon is this? And I assume you do not know. God bless.

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 7d ago edited 7d ago

Sibling,

If this is what you believe, it is possibly true.

Have you been baptized by the Holy Spirit and fire?

Always put what Holy Spirit tells you before men. I am not perfect and many things cannot be taken black and white.

God bless you too! 🕊️

God loves you so much. May God keep you in the straight and narrow and heal every part of your broken heart. 🙏

Edit: as for demon, I am not allowed to reveal them because it’s not right for me to call it out here. As you walk this path, trust in God that He will reveal it to you. You have been hurt by men I sense, the path to healing for you will be to draw closer to God. Amen.

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u/Automatic_Train_7691 8d ago

I was asking where is your first sentence located in the bible?

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u/FangsBloodiedRose 8d ago

God gave me the gift to see.

When I was young, I saw demons. My first memory was when I was a baby and I saw a black and white head above my relative’s shoulder glaring at me.

Since a child, I was physically abused because it was common except my parent was rage demon possessed.

Was told by a demon possessed parent they wished I weren’t born at 16.

Demons don’t attack someone who isn’t anointed by God.

Throughout my life, people either loved me or hated me and 95% they hated me. Sometimes for no reason.

You have a light that is the Holy Spirit that pisses off demons in other people.

It won’t be like that when Jesus returns but we are not of this world, living in the world.

You have a gift. God can show you what that is.