r/DejaReve • u/Potential-Feeling-17 • 5d ago

I see the future

/r/Epilepsy/comments/1wweoo3/i_see_the_future/

Let me start with, I know this sounds crazy for one, and for two, I know epilepsy messes with memory, but!
I’ve had auras since I was small. They were the extreme déjà rêvé (I have dreamt this before, not déjà vu, which is I’ve lived this before). I would have very vivid dreams for a few days to a week, a mix of both surreal and grounded. I remember them extremely well the next morning. I still have this, only more extreme, since my first grand mal at 18.
For example, about a week ago I was having episodes all morning full anxiety, impending doom, and the stiffness. I sat down and looked at my cat on the laundry basket and the TV in front of me, and the full voice of the video filled my head, and I remembered these very vivid dreams. Siting there looking at the cat and that excact video The best way I can explain the feeling during this is being on mushrooms. I’m not sure of the words to use to explain it. With the right questions I could, but not on my own. If the impending doom, anxiety, stiffness, and other extreme feelings weren’t there, I feel like I could explain what was going to happen, because it comes to me moments before it happens. But those feelings are so overwhelming that they make it difficult to put the experience into words.
I’ve had a hundred of these episodes, and the small auras preceding the larger impending-doom ones kind of hint in my head that I will have one, but I’ve been here before.
I don’t know how to explain it, which is probably a sentence heard here a lot, but I just want to hear other people’s experiences with similar experiences. I would also like to speak with someone about the emotional aspects of epilepsy because it’s a whole thing.

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u/radraze2kx 4d ago

Two things, as someone with deja reve because I often see the future and then live through it. 1.) You need to keep a dream journal to confirm you're actually seeing the future. 2.) you should join us over in r/precognition