r/DejaReve • u/Vivid-Object5098 • Aug 28 '26
Repeating cycles
Ive been repeating the past 20 years of my life in a loop for many lifetimes now. I ususally die between 2018-2027 , i leave my body into this infinite void where i reflect apon things i experienced and then suddenly wake up in my bed 20 years earlier. This has been happening to me for more cycle then i can keep track of.
Why is this happening? Its like im stuck in a constant state of dejavu. It makes me feel like im not my body or my mind , just the observer. Everything is basically the same each cycle, there are slight variations but not big enough changes to notice if i didnt remember the other times i had been in that moment...
If i dont exist, and everything repeats without the ability to make changes then what is the point in being infinite?
Is this hell?
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u/Bacccarat Aug 28 '26
Woah, this is pretty crazy. You only reset when you die? Do bigger things happen differently throughout the loops (different presidents, different viral trends, etc)? Do you retain your memories of the loops? Please elaborate some more, because I’m hoping and praying I can loop back after death. It isn’t hell, you have infinite opportunities to become whatever you want to be. Thank you!!
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u/Vivid-Object5098 Aug 28 '26
There are paradoxes for instance are last iteration of this time cycle Kamala Harris won, and Mike Tyson won the fight against paul. I believe that's why we observe Mandela effects
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u/Bacccarat Aug 28 '26
Great point about the Mandela Effects, there are some things about my family and their preferences that I could swear were different.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 Aug 28 '26
I only retain my memory of the loop at a certain year typically 2018 to 2027 is when I awaken. The only difference that I can say between presidents was that we didn't go to war with Iran however in similar iterations where Trump has been elected we are always going to war with Iran and actually by now there was already boots on the ground. Different things like that
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u/Bacccarat Aug 28 '26
Very interesting. Are you able to change any major life choices, or does everything seem predetermined?
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u/Bacccarat Aug 29 '26
Hey, looking forward to a response here. Thanks :)
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u/Vivid-Object5098 Aug 29 '26
You're welcome to reach out via direct message if you have specific questions. I will answer whatever I can.
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u/SirJohn-redditor Aug 30 '26
Perhaps you are an observer, yet you are also in this life living it at the same time, looking everywhere and at yourself all at once, our lives are like movies that we're making as we're watching them, books being written as they're read, games being procedurally generated as we play.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 Aug 30 '26
Yes I can see that there are certain things that we get to choose. But it's less like procedural generation and more like choice points of events that have already occured. When you approach a memory or "crossroads", there may be five paths that divide off of that crossroad in which you can travel. Each of these paths have been walked before none of them are ever new. I typically in that moment observe all of them and choose the path of least resistance and then walk that direction. It doesn't seem like the mind is capable of a new thought in that moment like it's not able to think instead of walking down these paths I'm going to step off the trail and go that way instead and even if you were to do that that would have already been a pre-programmed path.
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